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Hi! I’m Justin Raj, a stock broker by profession, is also a freelance Journalist, an amateur Filmmaker and an enthusiastic Marathoner who possesses the ‘bad habit’ of writing too much. And as long as that ‘bad habit’ stays with me, I keep on posting to my blog.

A blogger is basically a tech-savvy writer. He is a keen observer with a sharing mind, not a silent spectator to all events which happen around him. If a reader is a person who loves to gain knowledge, a blogger or writer is one who loves to share his knowledge and dare to speak out his opinions and ideas. Like a singer expresses by singing, dancer by dancing, actor through acting, a blogger blogs his feelings and ideas out. Literally, Freedom of Expression is his shield and the blog is his Sword.

Here in my blog, write-ups are archived in 9 labels. In ‘Sweet and Bitter’ you can read about my diverse life experiences and valuable lessons I learnt from it. ‘Published Articles’ offers you my articles which have been published in Daily Newspapers. In ‘Random Brain Waves’ you can meet up with my random (or at times, weird) ideas. Poetry writing has eventually become a new hobby as well as a part of my blog. You can read my poems in ‘Verses’. In ‘Marathon’ label, you can read about my marathon experiences, challenges and how running a marathon can shape a man’s life.

‘Vlog’ is a recent addition to my blog as I realize the potential future of visual media. Sometimes, a 3-minute video can do the magic of expression than a 3000 word article. In this label you can watch the short films, documentaries, advertisements et al I have made. ‘Favorite Articles’ consists of articles which have influenced my outlook and attitude on life. Being a tireless traveler, ‘Travel’ label takes you to various travel experiences of mine. Conducting researches is a part of Journalism. In ‘Research Articles’ label you can get articles which throw light on various researches I have conducted.

Every life meets with various challenges, diverse experiences and at the end, all those teach us valuable lessons for our future. Wise men learn by other men's mistakes, fools by their own said H. G. Bohn. I learn more by my own mistakes than others. It doesn’t mean that I’m a fool! I learn from other’s lives too. My blog is a platform for sharing not only my life experiences but also the valuable lessons, ideas and poetry triggered by them.

To my mind, blog is a thinking man's tool. Blogging is more a passion than a hobby for me. It is as if talking something to someone somewhere in world. My words keep on talking to the visitors of my blog. I can feel the magic of words! And that’s the power of blogging!

Thursday, July 29, 2010

A Soldier’s Words

Son, when I was born,
I thought…
I was born to fight.
Once I grew up,
My dad taught…
Life is a battle.

Son, joining army,
I hold…
As my mission in life.
Once I made it,
One and all told…
I got a vision for life.

Son, fighting for my country,
 I knew…
Soars my dignity and pride.
Once I killed for my country,
One and all blew…
On my vigor and bravery.

Son, life is a battle,
I realized…
With no guns and canons.
Once I fought it,
I realized…
Knowledge and pen are true weapons.

Son, life is an adventure,
I realized…
With no lofty peaks and stormy seas.
Once I ventured into it,
I realized…
Real adventure lies in exploring ourselves.

Son, meeting up with twilight,
I realize…                
I ended up as a farmer.
Once I pushed into modesty,
I realize…
I left only with great memories to cherish.

Son, at the edge of my pinnacle,
I reminisce…
There were ones who failed to make it.
Once I look into them,
I realize…
They have grand treasures to relish.

Image Source: Internet

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Searching the Ethics of Documentation

Film making is an art. When this art is related to a fragile community, strange language and a tricky terrain, it becomes an adventure too! Here in this informative video clip, Rayson.K.Alex, Assistant Professor, Department of English, Madras Christian College is sharing with us various merits as well as flaws in making an ethnographic documentary. Rayson is the Principal Researcher of World Oral Literature Project funded by University of Cambridge and secretary of OSLE India (Organization for Studies in Literature and Environment:

Ethnographic documentary making demands good rapport with community members along with an attitude to face the challenges as it appears. As a part of World Oral Literature Project, I learnt a lot of valuable lessons in making an ethnographic documentary. This 5 minute video clip will give a good insight to people who are interested in ethnographic film making.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

World Oral Literature Project: An Internship Experience in Jungle.

A few months ago, when Rayson.K.Alex, the Principal Researcher briefed me about World Oral Literature Project and asked me to join, more than the international relevance of the project, I was attracted to the offer of staying inside jungle, having adventurous treks, camping and finally making a good documentary. Moreover, I found it interesting to have a productive vacation.

The focus of my documentary or internship was the occupation of Kurumbar Tribal Community dwelling in deep jungles of Attapady region. We have made contacts, planned to stay with them and wrote the script for the documentary. After that meeting, every day I dreamt of great tribal adventures and a great documentary shooting.

All those adventurous jungle dreams got shattered into air when we were stopped by the Forest Officers at the Forest Range Office and rejected our request for going into the jungle. We didn’t have sufficient documents to enter the jungle. That was the reason, officials had said. I was deeply disappointed that day. I had no other go other than changing my focus from Kurumbar to Mudugar. Mudugar hamlets are closer to mainland compared to Kurumbar’s.

Focus has changed. Mind set has changed. Thrill of going inside deep jungle and meeting up with Kurumbar had subsided. Now I had a big job at hand and the next challenge arose: lack of manpower. Especially when it comes to making an anthropological documentary, we need good support and help from the indigenous communities. Without a guide or a member of indigenous community, going into their hamlets is bit difficult. It doesn’t matter how many contacts you have, you are still a stranger in their eyes. Gradually I came to know that it is very difficult to swim against tide and it is better to swim along it.

For first few weeks, Sachin, the Media Officer and I went to few hamlets where contacts have been previously made. We talked to them, interviewed them and took footages for the documentary. I wasn’t happy with the way the project dragged. Even though we could capture good footages, I always needed more.

Fortunately, the project got a great momentum when a young Muduga named Raghu voluntarily joined our team. He was very enthusiastic and knowledgeable on Muduga culture and history and also very well aware of the world outside. Without his support and help I never think my documentary would have completed successfully.

Life at Attapady

Green mountains covered with fog and waterfalls flowing down rocks, green lush meadows, chirping of birds on tall teak trees, splashing of streams carrying crystal clear water; old and young at a local food stall, discussing daily news while sipping their regular dose of tea; laborers moving in a slow and steady pace with tools hanging on their shoulders. In the midst of all these natural beauties, there stand windmills, electric transformers, DTH satellite receivers and mobile towers as symbols of a modern world outside. Life at Attapady was great but slow. With no network coverage for my mobile and a slow internet connection, I was totally disconnected from the outside world.

Cheap and mouth watering local food was another attraction apart from the beautiful sceneries this place always offers. I could see all aspects of a village life there. No one is in hurry like in cities. Everybody has luxury of time to talk to their neighbors and have fun with their children. This slow paced life was bit boring but it gradually became a habit for me.

Every morning I woke up seeing the mighty ‘Maleeshwaran Mudi’, the mountain to which all the myths and history of Mudugar and Kurumbar is related to. The days which I had a shoot was enjoyable with treks, funny jeep rides and lonely bike rides. A day without shoot is nothing more than a limbo. Watching movies or surfing on net usually gets disturbed with fluctuating electricity. So, for me, only feasible past time activity was reading.

Making of Bele.

Bele means ‘occupation’ in Muduga language. It is a 20 minute bilingual documentary which features both traditional and progressive occupations of Mudugar community. Karara, Karuvara, Thundoor, Jellipara are few of the Muduga hamlets we have visited to shoot.

Mudugar were very friendly people who, when we explained to them the significance of this project, were seemed very cooperative. Although they were shy to face the camera, they gave good interviews for us.

The main challenge we have faced during the shoot is the indifference and intolerance shown by some Mudugar. One day we even had to hear and bear bad words from them. I was really glad that since those bad words are in Muduga, the language which was not easily understandable by me.

I agree that documentary making is not an ecological process. But at least we are making a sincere attempt to digitally document and archive these vanishing cultures. There is always a linguistic and cultural barrier between us and thereby it was little bit difficult to make them understand the significance of the project we are carrying out.

However, with the support and help of Raghu and some other forward thinking people, we have carried out the shoot without much trouble. We have explored hamlets like Manjacholla, Kallamalla et al from where not only we got great footages but also an amazing, breathtaking trekking experiences.

We braved the swamps, rain, steep climbs and blood sucking leeches to gather information, to take photographs and to capture footages for the documentary. In certain places and events we were not allowed to shoot by community members. In such instances we just switch on the camera and recorded their songs and music.

The editing part was the most tiresome part in the whole documentary making process. I have to watch all the footages with a strange language which we had taken for the past 60 days. Raghu had rendered a great help by staying with us for two days to translate and give voiceover for the documentary.

I should have completed the documentary within one month, but with lack of proper information and guides, the shooting has dragged to more than two months.

Collaboration with Moon TV

Moon TV is a local cable television channel in Attapady which boasts of a subscription base of more than 8000 households. Media has power, a wonderful power to change. I have learnt it from my experiences as a media student and also as a freelance journalist.

With the support of Rayson.K.Alex I initiated collaboration between Mudugar Kurumbar Research Centre and Moon TV. The collaboration includes telecasting the documentaries which have been made by the Research Centre.

As a part of this initiative, I have helped Moon TV, which has been suffering from lack of manpower and ideas, in covering some important events happened in the region. After checking their programme schedules, I could find number of gaps which they are filling by merely relaying Tamil movies and music. I suggested to them that it will be better if they can relay some informative programmes on Muduga, Kurumba and Irula communities and make it more interactive for the local viewers. They accepted the idea.

After pondering over these gaps, I have designed for them two programmes called ‘Thanathu Geethangal’, a programme which showcases singing talents in tribal communities and also their folklore and songs. Another programme I have designed is called ‘OoruKootam’ which explores and showcases each hamlet in Attapady. There are nearly 150 hamlets in this region and this programme will help to showcase each hamlet’s and its people’s stories and life style.

The people behind this television channel had given me full support and help to carry out the shoot. I have made two episodes of ‘OoruKootam’ covering two hamlets namely Sambarkode and Thundoor.

Tribal Life

“Forest culture is the mother of all culture”- unknown author

The quotation mentioned above is the one which I had read on the walls of Mukkali Forest Range Office, Attapadi on the first day of my arrival in that scenic place. Each day with indigenous community members and involving in most of their important events, I came to know that the quotation is true.

In jungle, everything from birth to death is a celebration. They have no yesterday and tomorrow, they have only today. They worship the jungle and its unseen forces and these forces give them what they need for their living. The mountains, trees, animals and even small insects are their gods. They are deeply devoted to their gods since they know very well that without gods their life will be in peril. They possess the greatest wisdom, which we, modern men lack: without nature, there is no life; nature is not to be conquered but to enjoy and preserve for posterity.

They dance. They sing. They rejoice. Women and men, old and young, as a whole community, participate in all events. They make a living together. Community feeling is so strong in their hearts. Women enjoy the same freedom as men. They play a major role when it comes to taking important decisions.

I got rare opportunities to have food with them and take part in their festivals and ceremonies. Words are not enough to express the love and care they show towards me. They shared with me forest fruits which were very tasty compared to what we get in markets.

One day, while shooting under a jackfruit tree, I just mentioned to one of young Mudugar who gathered there that I love jackfruit. As soon as I uttered those words, the biggest jackfruit on that tree was under my feet! It was tastiest jackfruit I have ever had in my life!

I was amazed to see their intelligent indigenous traps and weapons. They have shown us how they use those tools and also give us invaluable interviews.

One day, I got an opportunity to attend a death ceremony also known as ‘Cheeru’ in Muduga. That day and the event altogether taught me a different lesson and altered my viewpoint on human life. I have seen women and men dancing, rejoicing and using intoxicants together. Even the modern day pubbing and clubbing, I think, originated from jungle. Some people say, ‘western culture’ has invaded our country and our rich culture. Now I tell those people to look into tribal culture. I feel that so called ‘western culture’ is prevalent in jungles long ago without attention of our modern society where isolation has become a reality and community life has become a distant dream.

I was also really impressed with the boundless enthusiasm and energy Muduga children possess. They were really entertaining and interactive even to strangers like us. Whenever there is a shoot these kids often bring us very sweet mangoes and cashews. They were surprisingly camera friendly and even took our photos!

In global context, World Oral Literature Project is a great initiative. In the name of modernism, number of rich and vibrant cultures in this world is perishing. It seems impossible to preserve these cultures in its real form. Only feasible option for amateur film makers and freelance journalists like us is to digitally document these cultures and make it freely available to future generations. Even though I had my own share of boredom, loneliness and hardships, I’m really happy to be a part of this great project.

Now, while sitting comfortably on the couch at my home and happily typing this blog post, only one thought persistently troubles me: I COULD HAVE DONE MORE!

Image Courtesy: Sachindev, Dilip and Dinesh

Saturday, July 03, 2010

Virtual Circus

The emergence of social networking sites and blogs has been a great boon to many of us. They help us to interact with friends, upload pictures, videos et al. I had my first online social networking experience with Orkut; it was way back in 2006. Today after 4 years, the Orkut ‘fever’ is over with me and most of my friends. Everyone is on FaceBook, nowadays, which is more interactive than Orkut.

Well… the ‘FaceBook’ fever is on! It gives ample space to express ourselves with pictures, videos along with status updates. I started out in FaceBook with just fourteen friends half a year ago. Today, the case is entirely different. My contact list has reached nearly four hundred and fifty friends. Friends, friends of friends and even passers-by just add me as their friend. Real paradox one can find in these online friendships and interactions is that the persons who comments on your photos or frequently ‘post something on your wall’ never even say ‘Hi’ when you pass in front of them! That is the reason I call this phenomenon a virtual circus.

One of my friends who is studying abroad happened to stay at my house during his vacation. The only question he raised when I invited him to my house was whether I have internet connection at home. He came trusting my promise to give him an ‘unlimited’ internet access. He was boundlessly happy and started surfing soon after he arrived while I went to polish my shoes.

“Did you reaped tomatoes?”, “I didn’t get woods for horse stable”, “I’m going to sell some corn!” my friend was having an online conversation with another friend of him. I smelled fish and came to my room. I asked him whether he is studying Film Making in London or looking after someone’s farm. He laughed and told that it is an online game in FaceBook-Farmville. “There you are!” I said to him, “At last you got a job!” I laughed. He made a funny face and continued with his ‘farm’ business.

That day I didn’t know much about ‘reaping’, ‘harvesting’ or ‘to build a horse stable’ because I was not even signed up for FaceBook. Today I sadly learnt that all these games and applications are making sloths out of people.

Anyway, I’m not regretful in joining FaceBook, Orkut or LinkedIn. They are brilliant networking tools. They are excellent place to showcase your works, updates of life whether personal or professional et al. Moreover, personally speaking, it is an excellent place to promote my blog!

Blogging―Only online activity I love to do without any boredom for past two years. I started my blog in 2005 without knowing what a blog is all about! I wasn’t a frequent blogger those days. Nowadays, I’m taking a little pain to update it at least once in a week even though still I’m the sole frequent visitor to my blog! Anyway, I strongly believe the pain I take to update never go wasted because a well written and updated blog is an invaluable asset to any person who wants to promote himself and make his or her voice heard. It is doing a great job in improving my writing skills and vocabulary. In a resume, a blog always has a charming appearance.

In the beginning, I had a regret feeling for blogging. Every time I write a post, I ask myself whether I’m wasting my time. “Anyone can start a blog, most of them have it too” I told one of my friends. “Anyone can start one, that’s right, but you see, only very few are posting on it” she replied me and her reply contained all answers I needed.

Writing is thinking and thinking is laborious. When one of my friends recommended me for a freelance job for a leading newspaper, a novice like me had only his blog to show to the editor. She liked it and took me immediately for the job. Orkut and FaceBook seldom do the job which blogs do greatly.

Fortunately or unfortunately, I don’t know, I’m also a part of this virtual circus today. Internet offers both entertainment and information in abundance. Those who don’t know how to tap its informational potential better start learning it now; otherwise they will end up like a clown in this virtual circus.


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